Some random thoughts

Life can be so overwhelming sometimes. Sometime I wonder how people go on about living without asking questions. Or may be they do ask questions but get satisfied by the answers world has to offer. So much in the world goes around these questions after all. Religions and nations for... [Read More]

Losing to Nothingness

Couple weeks back I executed my plan to return to Chandigarh. The plan was to take a break from work and relax for a bit, teach myself some new skills. The real life butted in and I haven’t started the phase 2 yet, but the change was big and I... [Read More]

ਚਿਹਰੇ

ਹਸਦੇ, ਖੇਡ੍ਹਦੇ, ਗਿਰਦੇ ਰੋ ਪੈਂਦੇ, ਮਾਯੂਸੀ ਜਿਹੀ ਵਿੱਚ ਰੁਕਦੇ, ਤੁਰ ਪੈਂਦੇ ਉੱਚੇ ਉੱਠਦੇ, ਸ਼ੋਰ ਮਚਾਂਦੇ, ਸੁਣਦੇ, ਡਰ ਜਾਂਦੇ, ਗਿਰਦੇ, ਕੁਰਲਾਂਦੇ, ਭੀੜ ਵਿੱਚ ਖੋ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਆਪ ਵਿੱਚ ਹੀ ਗੁੰਮ, ਆਪ ਤੋਂ ਅਣਜਾਣ, ਬਣਦੇ, ਢਹਿੰਦੇ, ਚੱਲੇ ਰਹਿੰਦੇ ਥੱਲੇ ਤੱਕ ਕੇ ਖੁਸ਼ ਹੁੰਦੇ, ਉੱਤੇ ਤੱਕ ਕੇ ਮੁਰਝਾਂਦੇ, ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਂਦੇ,... [Read More]

Debt of my rebellion

Most of my school life I was very confused, depressed perhaps. I was a “good boy”, as they call those traumatized, obedient kids. Confusion started turning into frustration by the end of my 10th standard. It was the “board” class. Nonsensical pressure, corporal punishment and stupid as fuck rules had... [Read More]